Filling trash bags and keeping only what is useful and necessary seems like such a task on hand. Last week I spend some time cleaning the house working on a few bags of trash when I came across a few old Panasonic mic’s, a tira, some brand new laundry baskets and some family photos. Such a slow process, it seems like it is a never ending project that will always over run my life. Small gems of my family history mixed with old magazine garbage, having to mill though every little item just to make sure I’m not trashing and losing what little I have of my family. My mother the Hoarder is questionable, her metal ability is slowly failing her . As a young adult I’m not sure what to do or how to do it but I’ll try my best to make her life a little better even though it seems like she is only happy when she is in her own mess of hoarder piles.
Today may be my official day that I tell myself I’m starting this massive project but sadly I have been battling this one for years, avoiding, procrastinating, running from but here am today ready to stand up and fight for the right to have a clean house. Hoarding is a major problem in my life and I can’t seem to get away from it. I need to clean out the junk and find the treasures that I’v been told about and some that I’v never seen be for. So that’s my plan plain and simple and I want to share what I find with you, I know it will be a long battle so I hope for your support.